I went to do my first outfit post tonight. It was scary, I felt really vulnerable, I kept snapping at my Hubby even though he was just trying to figure out how to take the dang picture. Then the worst happened … I saw the first picture and got really upset … I look fat.
This is so hard for me because growing up I was always the skinny friend. That might sound awful, but I was. Granted, I had the figure of a twelve year old boy, but I was skinny. I am not used to having to regulate what I eat or force myself to exercise. I am glad that I am doing this 6 week plan because I don’t want to get any worse than I am now.
This is hard for me to put out there to the public … but I have to get my feelings out somehow or I will be a nightmare to live with. And that is what blogs are supposed to be about right? Right?
I have got to change … I never want to feel this way again.
PMS rant/complaining/murmuring over. Thanks for listening.